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Halloween Niite ~!! ( 31st Nov 2009 ) Sat .
Woots ~!! Hahas ~ !
On e 31st Nov ii g0t g0 work of cos ~
Cos sat iishx half dae .
After w0rk den ii went h0me waiit f0r j0 2 call mii ~ . .
Lols ~
We deciide damn long cos she dunn0 wan watch moviie or Play MJ 1st be4 we g0 clubbiin ~
ii played ha0 moii FB den ii liie on e bed ~
So0 sleeply den ii fall asleep ~. .
Den "He" ahhs dunno y ahhs keep on call mii .
Hang up liiaos call agaiin ~
Liike berii fun liike tat .
Hahas ~
Den about 6+ Den Jo deciided tat we play MJ @ Deniis Hse .
Got Xiia0Xiing , Laypeng , Joanne , Deniis & Mii ~
Kekes . XX n Jo share 0f cos ~
Hmms ~ Den Too Lastmiin ahhs ~ They 0nlii giif mii 45miin 2 prepare ~
Lols .
So0 rushx ~ >.>!
ROFL ~!
But luckiily ii already bathe ha0 Jus need 2 change all tat niia ~
They Fetched Mii @ moii hse downstaiir 2 Deniis Hse 4 MJ sessiion .
Raiiniin Damn heaviily ~
Bad weather .
ii Wiin MJ agaiin ~ XD
^^Lucky
Lols . Den after MJ we peii Jo n XX go Home n change den went down 2 Dragonfly ~
=P So0 Cool ~ Noe new fren agaiin .
Wen we reach there already berii pack liia0s .
n iit was onlii 11 pm . =.=
Luckiily dun need "Q" up berii long cos Deniis got fren @ there help us "Q" 1st .
Jo got 1 fren named ShuMeii . .
Lols . So0 Funnii ~ She briing mii from DF to Boiiller ~
Wahss Moii 1st tiime 2 Boiiler ~
So0 co0l ~!! hahas ~ ii love iit cos all r & b .
But there of cos oso packed wiif pple ~
She really liike a biig siister oo .
ROFL ~ !
So0 co0l ~
Saw al0t 0f "Ghost" . .
Lols . Berii co0l n0rhs ~ . .
Told Jo next year we 0s0 mus dress up liia0s .
C0s so0 fun . XD
Hahas ~
We Club tiill 5+am ii thiink ~
Cos g0t Fiightiin @ e dance floor . =.=!!
After club we go eat den go home liia0s .
Reach home already 7+ am .
XD hahas ~
Berii long nehber so0 late reach home liia0s .
But after all ii m really happy n enjoyiin ~!!
Loves ^^
_Siigniing 0ff_
x3Jes
0136am
O.o ii m so0 bored now soo deciided 2 come iin n blog blog ~
2dae @ w0rk damn Slack ~ XD
CoolMan! Nehber b4 de slack oo ~
Hmms . . Oh ya ~!!
Somethiin really weiird 2dae . .
Wen ii knock off n was on moii way walkiin home . .
Somewher near moii hse already ii realiise tat some1 iishx followiin mii behiind .
=.=!! Tat was scary ~!!
ii Walk normally . . But wen ii feels tat e person iishx walkiin near mii ii started
2 walk berii fast liia0s .
Den he oso walked berii fast ~ >.>!!
He st0pped mii wen ii was @ moii hse downstaiir .
Sayiin tat ii m berii famiilliiar .
Was abiit "Diiaos" ~!!
Den sae alot of thiings tat ii dunno . . or maybe ii cannot understand ~
So0 ii usiin excuses 2 get riid of tiis person den faster go home liiaos . .
Dots . . .
Weiird person ~!!
_Siigniin 0ff_
x3Jes
0829pm
Updatiin Moii Blogs Agaiin Lers ~
Siick agaiin Liiaos ~ So0 Siians ..
Jus Recover Last week Niia ~
Haiis ~
ii g0t alot al0t 2 sae ~
But ii dunn0 how 2 type iit out ~..
Tiis Few Dae ii berii Ez get Frustrated ..
ii Dunno Y liike tat .
Moii Mood swiing iishx Gettiin worst ?
Or ii m Jus to0 tiired ?
Alot 0f thiing came 2 moii miind ~
ii Miissiin e Old " JesLine " .
Her Attiitude 2wards Thiings Around Happeniin 2 Her ~
Her Way 0f Doiin thiings ~ ( No0 Draggiing .. Shou Fang Jiiu Fang .. )
Etc .. Not Liike n0w de " JesLine " .
Onlii Can Use Thiink de . Dun Haf Actiions Done ~
She iishx so0 dame weak ~
iin Terms Of Growiin Up really makes pple change so0 much ?
我只想要萧洒一点 ~
No0 Matter How Hard ii try ~
Stiill cannot Get Back 2 Wat ii m lastiime .
Liife stiill Goes On e same ~
Work , Sleep , Onliine , Watch Tv , Watch Au Xiiang Ju , Shoppiin , Clubbiin , Ktv , Slacks ... Etc~
Alone iishx not scary ~ XD
N ii start 2 Love Beiin Alone N0w .
ii Can D0 Wateva ii wan w/o Thiinkiin For Another Person ~
N ii Love Moii Frens ~ !!! (Jo mummiie .. Samantha .. Etc ~)
Thanks f0r Beiin there 4 Mii wen ii M real down everytiime ~ XD
_Siigniing 0ff_
x3Jes
0837pm
hmms ~ ii dun mean iit to but ii really got 2 sae out here now liiaos .
iif not ii dunno wher can ii "Fa xiie" .
=.=!!
Moii mummiie iishx gettiin on moii nerve also ~ Cannot stand her keep naggiin bout nonsense.
Nag can but at least got liink abiit ~
Noo liink keep on sae n sae ~
Moii off dae Mood all gone liike tat ~
Dame angry wiif her norhs . .
Moii daddiie oso . "Sii xiing bu gaii"
ii Dunno wat 2 sae bout hiim but jus "Fan" .
One w0rd t0 descriide ~ ~.~!
Stop Fan-iing Mii ~!!!
z.Z ii wonder how come got pple so0 dame Fan 1 huhs ?
Really gettiin on moii nerve liiaos ~ . .
Berii long noo pple make mii haf tiis kiind of feeliin liiaos ~
Stop iirriitate moii liife . . N pls rmb tiis ~ ii m born iin tiis World jus to iirriitate Ur Liife .. Not f0r uu to iirriitate moii ~!! ~ What the Hell ~
ii told Uu ii dun haf feeliin for Uu mean ii dun haf ~ 4eva oso wun haf ~ !
"Peii Yang" tiis w0rd totally not suiitable for mii ~
N ii dun Fcukiin Beliief iin peii yang gan qii ~
ii got feeliin mean ii got noo mean noo ~ Dun need peii yang 1 .
Y wana waste ya tiime ? . .
Frustrated ~ Grr ~!!
"WoBuKaiiXiin" ~
Y Can't they jus dun Fan mii ? . .
Anythiin oso fiind mii ~ Keep sae dun dare fiind moii kor kor ~
ii m e youngest so0 wat ? . . ii can do de thiin oso liimiited niia okiies ~
ii m not god . . ii m onlii a human ~
ii berii long nehber had a good rest liiaos ~
ii m feeliin berii tiired ~ Really tiired liiaos ~
ii feel ii m gettiin numb n gonna haf noo more feeliin to anythiin already ~
iif ii really become liike tiis den ii really mus "thanks" to Uu all liiaos ~
Stress iishx not gettiin any lesser ~
N pls dun add up more stress on mii ~
Cos ii dunno how long ii Can "tahan" wiif iit ~
_Siigniing 0ff_
x3Jes
1245am
Feeliin tiired 2dae ~ =.=!
Hao xiiang sleep liiaos .
Hmms ~ Tuesdae onlii jiiu feel tiired liiaos .
@ work oso feel e same way ~
After lunch jiiu berii sleeply liiaos .
Hmms ~ . . Nothiing much to update ~
Went to XiiaoXiing Bdae @ Rebel .
Niice place . hahas ~ Hope "she" enjoyed herself tat dae ~
kekes ~
Went to watch Probiia 2 wiif lena (moii cousiin)
and Stahn 0s0 wiif hiis frens ~
ii thiink iishx worst iit to watch .
Cos really g0t xiia dao wo . =XX Lols .
Overall not bad bahs ~ hees hees ~
_Siigniing 0ff_
x3Jes
1052pm
O.o was a bz dae 2dae @ w0rk ~
H0liiday really shii0k but go0 back w0rk iishx so0 tiired ~
ii w0nder why so0 many pple wiill get siick after a Long weekend ? . .
z.Z ii thiink ii more siick den dem bahs ~ =.=!
ii haviin flu n cough siince last week ~
d0u shii m0ii c0usiin pass mii de viirus ~ Lols.
Hmms ~ What to update oo ? . . Moii liife jiiu shii liike tat liia0s bahs ~
W0rk w0rk n w0rk ~ ii g0nna fiind a part tiime job soon to0 . XD
Thiink g0nna be real bz n seld0m update m0ii bl0gs lers bahs ~ . .
But ii wiill update iif ii d0 haf tiime ~ =P
_Siigniing 0ff_
x3Jes
1133pm
Ytd meet Samantha , Joanne , Xiia0Xiing for diinner @ 7pm+ .
ii brought Lena wiif mii .
Den went there saw RenHong (Xiia0Xiing 's Fren) Lols.
so0 e 6 0f us haviin diinner 2gather ~
Diinner iishx bcos helpiin Samantha celebrate her belated bdae ~
Went t0 fiishx & co.
ii treat Samantha ~ Hahas ~
After diinner . . RenHong driive Lena back h0me ~
Den Samantha , Joanne , Xiia0Xiing & Mii went to Club62 .
Joanne jii0 us go de ~
Den we @ there tok cock siing song ~
Stay @ there tiill they closiin ~ =.=!
After tat Xiia0Xiing driive us t0 pugg0l n eat supper ~
Den eat ha0 liia0s "She" driive us h0me ~
Kekes ~ *Miiss e old sch daes*
We tok about iit oso feel soo funnii ~
keep laugh non-stop ~
Siibeii N00bs ~ hahas .
Memoriies R really e best ii thiink ~
C0s ii wiill always rmb h0w much fun we haviin . . Lols .
Tiimes d0 fliies fast ~
Fr0m 13 years 0ld ~ N n0w all 0f us iishx already 21 Years old lers . Hahas ~
But e pr0miises we make we stiill keep iit .
Lols . *Always Best Fren & Cannot Dun contact each other even we r out of sch ~*
H0w ii wiishx e tiime can jus turn back ~
N0w de wo men ~
so0 much stress .
So0 much t0 thiink .
So0 much sufferiin ~
Lastiime y0ung wat 0s0 dun need thiink so0 much ~ (So0 Go0d)
Liife really so0 unprediictable ~ . . Haiis ~
Y mus pple gr0w up ?
Y mus pple haf stress ?
Y mus pple haf to get sad , happy & angry ?
Hmms ~ Dun get iit ~
Grow ups liia0s liife seems gettiin more n more miiserable ~
B0riin ~
Hmms ~
thiink ii g0nna st0p here lers ~
Update agaiin nextiime ~ XD
_Siigniing 0ff_
x3Jes
0437pm
Hey ya ~ ii back agaiin ~
hees hees ~ ii went to play mahjong 2dae ~
Cos joanne mummiie jiio mii go her fren hse n play ~
3 6 oo ~ Lols .
At 1st ii wanted to jiio pple peii mii go bugiis shoppiin 1 ~ Lols .
Ended upx iishx play mahjong ~
kekes ~ okiies nahs jus wana pass tiime ~
so0 ii go play norhs . hmms ~
ii dunno ii wiill wiin oso oo . Lols .
At 1st go play oso nehber thought of wiin or lose ~
Jus wana end e dae ASAP ~ XD
iin e end ii wiin nahs ~ hahas .
After playiin 2 round den ii meet buddiie go eat diinner den chat untiil 11+pm .
Now ii m home lers . kekes .
Hmms ~ 2moro got work stiill .
So0 tiired ~ everydae rotiine ~ =.=! ~bored ~
Wat to do ? .. Lols . tat's liife ii thiink ~
Played moii FB games ~ n now ii thiink ii gonna sleepx ~
iif not ... panda eye comiin fiind mii liiaos ~ XD hees .
Niites niites ~ Miiss Mii ~ =XX
_Siigniing 0ff_
Jes_Jes
1242am
F.C.U.K ~ GET A LIIFE MAN ~ * CHIILDIISHX ~
~ ! @ # $ % ^ & * ~!!
ii really cannot understand wat pple r thiinkiin at tiis berii moments .
iif tokiin oso got wrong den y uu stiill tok ?...
What The Hell ~
>.> hmms~ Wat m ii g0nna Riite 2dae?..
Oo ya~ Start fr0m m0rniin ii wake up fr0m w0rk~
Bad Dae Man~
Hmms. ii wake up @ 0715am ii thiink.
D0 wat ii d0 n0rmally. Den go0 w0rk~
ii dunn0 wat's g0t iint0 mii oo.
Wh0le dae liike xiin bu zaii yan liike tat.
Braiin liike st0p thiinkiin liike tat. >.>!
So0 dame Blurr @ w0rk jiiu suan lers.
S0mem0re wen lunchtiime ii eat ha0 liia0s den eatiin m0ii med.
Fiinger kana cut dao. *Ouch* Shii paiin de~ =.=!!
Thiink liia0s jiiu berii S.T.U piid.
Den ii stiill S.T.U piid S.T.U piid always go0 make dao.
e skiin cann0t close n0rhs. Dunn0 y.....
=.=!! Knock 0ff liia0s 0f c0s ii straiight away g00 h0me liia0s.
At h0me bathe ha0 liia0s everythiin was liike n0rmal agaiin~
_Faiinted~ Den Meet "DearDear" @ 8+pm...
Go0 H0ugang n Eat~...
Eat liia0s den c0me back here siit @ d0wnstaiir slack tiill 11+pm.
He peii mii go0 buy thiings liia0s den he go0 h0me liia0s.
Dunno Y ahhs he 1 dae b0 diisturb mii 0r sae mii liike wiill diie liike tat... Lols.
B4 he left he sae he wiill call mii wen he's h0me n0rhs. kNS....~!!
Ended up b0 call. Sure iishx sleep liia0s. =.=!!
Bluff pple 2m0r0 g0t chance sae hiim liia0s. >.>
hahas. Liike berii EVIIL~!!
_Siigniing 0ff_
Jes_Jes
1255am
XD 0urSt0ryBegiin 0n 15Aug2009.
Lols. So0 funnii. Stiill can cho0se wat Date ii wan de oo.
(10.08.09 - 16.08.09) ii choose 15.08.09
hahas. ii diidn't expect tat we wiill b 2gather.
C0s iishx was liike iimpossiible match.
Hmms.. But we stiill ended up beiin 2gather liia0s.
L0ve e way he treated mii~
Kekes. ii already dunn0 wat's riite n wr0ng liia0s.
Even siince ii cho0se tiis way.
ii wiill n0t regret c0s ii n0e he pr0ve hard f0r mii 2 see tat he L0ve mii.
He wanted mii 2 trust hiim n n0t thiink tat he's playiin wiif mii.
ii really berii happy.
ii dunn0 wat wiill happen next 0r iin e future tiime...
But ii n0e wat's happeniin n0w. =D
ii dunn0 wat's hiis thiinkiin maybe age gappiin.
But ii hope he wiill tell mii n let mii noe.
ii may b young now n really dun understand much thiings
(cos ii nehber been iin tat siituatiion b4) =P
He always ask mii ques ii always ans hiim "ii dunno wors".
Den he wiill sae mii dun wana share hiis probs. Lols.
Hmms... But dunn0 iizziit t0 fast t0 go0 iint0 relatii0nshiip liia0s.
C0s s wat m0ii last few post was ii jus ended m0ii relatii0nshiip last m0nth.
=XX Walk 1 step see 1 step bahs n0w.
Thiings cannot control sometiime. z.z
Update agaiin nextiime~ Buaiis...
_Siigniing 0ff_
Jes_Jes
1010pm
ii Love E Way When Uu Sae Uu Love Mii~ XD
Lols. ii thiink ii really fallen f0r Hiim liia0s.
But.. ii Really dunno whether m ii riite t0 d0 tiis.
Hmms. Wat m ii suppose t0 d0?..
ii dun wana thiink tat much~
C0s ii 0nlii n0e ii Liike/Love Hiim tat mean ii mean wat ii sae.
He dame funnii 0s0 nahs. Liike t0 ask mii N0nsense ques.
Ytd he asked mii h0w much d0 ii l0ve hiim.
>.> diiffiicult t0 ans w0rs.
Riite 0r n0t riite iishx not a probs 2 mii liia0s.
ii Thiink ii wiill c0mtiinue t0 Liike hiim.
No0 matter go0d 0r bad thiings wiill happen behiind.
C0s ii m those gers who dun really liike to thiink tat much.
Abiit waste 0f tiime. =XX
Dunno wat t0 update liia0s.
Jus suddenly wanted to sae out tiis niia.
Update agaiin wen ii g0t new pr0bs. XD
_Siigniing 0ff_
Jes_Jes
1240pm
^^ iishx mii agaiin~
hmms. Recently too much thiings happen~
But ii already get used to iit liiaos bahs.
Numb Liiaos. XDD
ii g0t s0methiing iin miind~ dunno iishx stress or wat oo.
Kekes. ii m a kiind 0f person whiich dun liike to thiink de.
Soon Qii Zhii Rang bahs. hahas.
Walk 1 step see 1 step bahs.
ii really dun wana thiink too much n stress moiiself.
Lols. enjoy liife iishx wat ii wan now.
hees hees. Nothiing more iimportant den enjoyiin moii liife for now lers.
Freedom ii has iit lers. ii dun wana let iit go liiaos. XD
ii wiill work hard save hard. do wat ii wan wiif moii own hard earn $$.
hahas. zhe jiiu shii wo de ren shen~..
BGR.. Chey~ let iit be bahs. g0t jiiu g0t no0 jiiu no0. XDD
hees hees. Relax 1 corner iishx beta.
XDD weex~ moii mc gonna over soon n yeahs~!! ii can go back n work liiaos.
Siians man. stay at home for 1 week~ cannot go0 to 2 crowrded de place.
Boriin man~ Lols. gonna over lers. n ii can get back to normal liife soon~.. XD
IDOIT iinfluanza A viirus~!! Leave mii far far away~!! XDD Lols. goiin crazy liiaos ahhs. c0s ii to0 bored n0w. c0me iin wriite abiit of nonsense den go0 n smk~ =D
Long weekend goiin to start liiaos.
Btw happy natiional dae to every1 1st~!! XD
_Siigniing 0ff_
Jes_Jes
0335pm
0ur st0ry ended 0n e 28July09.
Jus niice 0ne m0nth after m0ii 21st bdae.
2years 2months really went thru al0t 0f thiings.
g0t happy b4 0f c0s g0t unhappy tiimes.
These few daes to0 much thiings happen too fast.
0n e 29July09 went t0 Joanne (moii 9years best fren/mummiie) bdae party
at changii chalet~ hahas.
ii went down after moii work.
Reach there saw m0ii sec sch fren~ (those berii long nehber contact de)
0f cos g0t c0ntact tiill now de oso there. Lols. =D
Ha0 miiss m0ii sch daes. XD
We tok bout al0t 0f thiings.
Den we play MJ.
Lols. ii 1 person wiin niia oo.
Paiiseh. =.=!!
Went home @ bout 7am. (30thJuly09)
Waiit f0r Jasper Kor kor t0 play ha0 hiis MJ. Lols.
C0s he driiviin mii h0me. muahahas.
Reach h0me around 730am+. XD
Bathe ha0 liia0s ii fall asleep liiaos.
C0s cann0t tahan to0 tiired. =XX
B0ut 1+ pm ii wake up lers bahs.
Wake up suddenly g0t sorethroat liia0s.
Den slack on bed tiill 2 +pm..
Xiia0 Weii sms jii0 mii go0 PS buy thiings.
Den ii sae 0kiies~ Lols.
So0 we meet @ PS mrt statiion.
Lols. n den 0f c0s g0t 1 thiing wun change.
ii'm always late.. Lmao~!!
@ PS shop awhiile liia0s den we went d0wn t0 bugiis~
Shop awhiile den we went t0 eat LJS. =D
Tok n t0k.. N0n-st0p oo.
Berii co0l w0rs. B0ut 10pm ii thiink we go0 h0me lers.
Lols. Enjoy m0iiself al0t. XD tat's wat ii call FREEDOM. =/
went home ii dun rmb wat ii do lers.
E next dae (31stJuly09) wen ii wake upx ii start coughiin liiaos.
ii g0t work. Wen to work at 1st was fiine.
@ 11+am ii saw d0c. temp was onlii 37.3
so0 d0c onlii gave mii throat med n for cough.
Lunchtiime 1 pm - 2 pm...
2pm come back to cliiniic ii feel not riite wiif moii body~
so0 ii took moii own temp.
wahhss.. shoot up to 38.0 liiaos.
Den ii tell moiiself should b okiies 1. maybe outsiide too hot.
But bodyachiin.. ii contiinue work tiill 5pm end.
whiile walkiin home ii feel really giiddy liiaos.
Reach home ii take moii temp agaiin.
Berii fast iishx 38.8
Den all e way stuck at 38.7 38.8 n 38.9
nehber go0 d0wn wan. >.>!
around 9+ pm ii msg m0ii d0c wiife tell her tat ii g0t hiigh fever
n ii cannot go0 w0rk 0n e next dae.
iimmiidately she call mii back liiaos.
=.=!! ask mii 2 go0 down cliiniic n d0 e Test f0r iinfluanza A.
M0ii d0c on fone asked mii ques.
So0 ii told hiim. Den he sae beta check to0.
Stress~ ii g0t go0 down see hiim e next dae.
Stiill e same m0ii temp nehber go0 down but went up to 39.2
ii called up cliiniic @ 830am n ask moii fren help mii riite name 1st.
ii b0ut 11+am den reach cliiniic. XD
Den m0ii turn 2 see d0c liia0s.
M0ii temp bec0me m0re worst.. Z.Z 39.4
d0c haben d0 e test jiiu sae he iishx sure ii kana liiaos.
X.x ii huhx berii loud. Lols.
so0 he check tiis n tat liike normal consult n den help mii do e test.
Omgx~!! dame paiin n xiinku. =.=!!
Ended up ii really had e viirus. s0bs.
Dunn0 iishx sway 0r wat oo.
Lols. n0w ii at home mus wear e 2piit mask to0.
N ii g0t al0t al0t 0f med t0 eat~ *CRYS 0UT L0UD*
2dae 0nlii e 2nd dae niia.
ii already berii siians @ h0me lers~!!!
Ha0 bahs ii riite tiill here lers. m0ii med start w0rkiin liia0s.
Drossy~~~~~~~~ wan sleep lers. Updated agaiin iif g0t new thiings. XD
Wan An Lo~!! MMuacks~ ^.^
_Siigniing 0ff_
Jes_Jes
12:07am
烦啊! Recently to0 much thiings happen~
ii dunn0 wher to start~..
Hate iit wen ii has to face iit. =.=!!
Adults r all TROUBLE MAKER~!!
Pls dun make moii liife Miiserable.
Wan Miiserable urself pls go n enjoy n dun diisturb mii~!!
ii FCUK care whether "UU" g0t wat iillness~!!
DUN COME & diisturb M0II LIIFE~!!
ii dun owe uu a thiing. So0 wat uu r m0ii elderly?..
ii dun born iin tiis world 4 uu 2 scold f0r n0thiing~
Uu mad jiiu ha0 dun c0me n b0ther mii!!
Really iirriitate m0ii liife liike tat.
Wan iirriitate pls go0 iirriitate those who iirriitate uu~!
FCUKIING HELL~!!
Jus 1 dae niia can change so0 much thiings iin 1 sec~..
ii need tiime 2 b cure. -.-
H0pe no0 m0re rubbiishx c0miin up next.
Tiis few daes already make mii no0 mo0d w0rk liiaos.
Keep d0 wrong thiings c0s ii cannot concentrate.
EveryDae see "DEM" @ h0me ii m0re siians~!
H0pe k0r faster c0me back fr0m taiiwan~ V.v
ii hate e feeliin n0w~..
Biie 0so.. iirriitate mii.
MJ MJ~ DRAGONICA DRAGONICA~
nothiing else?..
N he 4g0t ab0ut wat he promiise mii YTD.
Haiis. sobs sobs. =(
Y he can so0 fast f0rg0t wat he pr0miise de oo?..
Reason?.. Sure iishx sae c0s they wana play MJ mahs.
S0mem0re they afterno0n here liia0s.
Nextiime den go0 n0rhs. =.=!!
ii liisten da0 siians liia0s.
Always same thiing.
Feel so0 n0t iimportant at all~..
Ytd stiill can sae untiil so0 go0d. den jiiu f0rget liiaos.
sobs sobs. *Drops tears whiile wriitiin tiis part*
so0 much so0 much thiings ii haf 2 face iit.
H0w ii wiishx ii wasn't born 0ut..
Liife Scuk t0 e c0re liia0s.
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为什么做不到还要答应?
我真的那么好骗吗?
还是真的是傻到可以?
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Jes_Jes
1100pm
Fiinally updated moii blogs agaiin~..
Berii long noo wriite lers.
Alot of thiings happen. Got good got bad~
Almost ended moii relatiionshiip~
End lers ha0 0r No0 end ha0 o0?..
Thiings change after tat verii niite.
Al0t thiings ii really cannot understand stiill.
S0metiime ii really cannot understand wat he tokiin~
He liikes t0 explaiin al0t al0t 2 mii. But ii 1 words oso cann0t understand.
Haiis~! 是我太笨吗? 还是.. hahas. suan lers~
All ii noe about hiim n0w iishx..
Games, Psp, Ton niite help pple lvl iin games, cannot keep promiises.
All tiis liike ii m soo left 0ut. Mus ii b treated liike tiis?..
Or iishx ii owe hiim 1 iin moii last liife?..
Z.z tiired~
我们会有未来吗? XD
你说明天就等明天
明天似乎离我太遥远
我在思念
只能思念
用思念填充没有你的夜
寂寞冲破了底线
在心中盘旋
你看不见任由心痛在蔓延
怎么勇敢去跨越
跨越
怕感情出了界(你的爱还在不在)
全世界都在变(我只为了你存在)
你纵然不言悔
却从不曾了解
我要的不过就是能安定的感觉
怕真心出了界(怎么说你才明白)
我已经走不开(幸福的门为你开)
别只给你的爱
却不给我未来
我用什么等待
... ... ... ... ...
ii wan more freedom 0nlii~
for now ii mean~..
XD ha0 lers. ii got 2 st0p here liia0s.
Msn abiit noiisy~..
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Jes_Jes
0131pm
I shouldn't love you but I want to
I just can't turn away
I shouldn't see you but I can't move
I can't look away
I shouldn't love you but I want to
I just can't turn away
I shouldn't see you but I can't move
I can't look away
And I don't know how to be fine when I'm not
'Cause I don't know how to make a feeling stop
[Chorus:]
Just so you know
This feeling's taking control of me
And I can't help it
I won't sit around, I can't let him win now
Thought you should know
I've tried my best to let go of you
But I don't want to
I just gotta say it all
Before I go
Just so you know
It's getting hard to be around you
There's so much I can't say
Do you want me to hide the feelings
And look the other way
And I don't know how to be fine when I'm not
'Cause I don't know how to make a feeling stop
[Chorus]
Just so you know
This feeling's taking control of me
And I can't help it
I won't sit around,
I can't let him win now
Thought you should know
I've tried my best to let go of you
But I don't want to
I just gotta say it all
Before I go
Just so you know
This emptiness is killing me
And I'm wondering why I've waited so long
Looking back I realize
It was always there just never spoken
I'm waiting here...
been waiting here
[Chorus]
Just so you know
This feeling's taking control of me
And I can't help it
I won't sit around,
I can't let him win now
Thought you should know
I've tried my best to let go of you
But I don't want to
I just gotta say it all
Before I go
Just so you know
hees~ ^^
Ytd (12.06.09) miidniite..
Mii, Caii Caii, Gou Lo & Da kor we went ciine n watch Moviie~!!
XD (Drag mii to Hell)
*Phew* Cool sh0w ii can sae~
Scare Mii al0t of tiime~ Lols.
Alot pple scream~ n 0f c0s iincluded Mii~ kekes~
Aot 0f part really exciited~
B4 m0viie we went 2 eat KFC@ ciine~ hees~
Agaiin iishx Da kor treat~ hahas~
Whole miidniite ii 0nlii spend 10 bucks for g0iin back de Taxii~ Hees~
Den all iishx k0r k0r pay liia0s. =D
Co0lman~! Al0t 0f niice m0viie c0miin 0ut liia0s.
Hahas~ Next ii wana watch Transformer~!
Liike so0 niice~ c0s e last 1 ii g0t g0 watch~ so0 ii thiink wun b tat bad.
G0t e 0rphan 0s0. =X tiis 1 ii mus thiink~
Hees~ iif go0 wiif kor kor agaiin den ii go0 watch~ Lols.
M0ii "Baby" (referiin to moii doggy) jus went to bathe n cut haiir~
hees hees~ lata come back ii wan see how cute iishx she~ XDD
Er k0r briing her go 1. luckiily iif not iishx mii who need to briing siia~ =XX
Geez~ Lata ii g0iin to m0ii cousiin hse~ They celebratiin father's dae 2dae~
Hmmx~ ii bathe ha0 lers but ii m hungry~ kekes~
Meetiin moii cousiin at AMK hub @ 6pm~ but ii m hungry n0w. kekes~
okiies nahs. ii stop here liiaos~ update nextiime~!! XDD
Miisses~!!
_Siigniing 0ff_
Jes_Jes
0338pm
Ha0 tiired de Monday~!!
*phew* Feel liike sleepiin. e sun soo Biig~!!
ii m verii hungry n0w. XD
Waiitiin f0r gou lou c0ok riice 4 mii.
c0s da k0r got cook soup~!!
XD co0l mans. can save $$ liiaos.
Lata stiill mus peii gou lou go0 buy biicycle.
Wat a torture man. XD lols. jkjk~
Hmms. 2dae ii heard agaiin g0t case 0f H1N1 liia0s.
Each dae liike g0t 1 case liike tat oo.
>.>!! Siians ahhx~ nehber been so0 tiired b4.
M0ii mummiie back h0me liia0s. Eatiin snake agaiin~
Sii beii Fan n0rhs. c0me back always $$~!!
N0thiin else liia0s nehs. Spoiilt mood man.
(Do ii look liike an atm?).. S.T.U piid!
no0 mo0d riite liiaos. =.=!!
Buaiis.
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Jes_Jes
0639pm
Fiinally~~~~~~~~~
2dae half dae fiiniishx liia0s. 2moro can 0ff lers.
XDD Lols. Taii ha0 lers~ Ke yii rest liiaos. =(
Ha0 tiired~ Dunno y wiill feel so0 tiired.
H1N1 viirus g0t 4 more pple kana liia0s.
Aww. so0 poor thiing~
Hmmx den m0ii job more thiing to do liiaos.
Mus take every1 temp. den ask dem fiill up e form. >.>!
See 1 d0c oso need so0 ma fan~!
0oppss~!! Hahas. 4got ii wana g0 fiind a sh0w t0 watch.
=D lata mus rmb go0 l0ad.
So0 b0red~ m0ii bleach 0s0 haben watch fiiniishx. Lols.
iichiiko so0 Funnii 1. abiit iidoiit 0s0. XD
V.V Hmms~ feeliin abiit sleeply. Jus now suddenly fall asleep for 5 miin
den kana call up liiaos. =.=!
c0s mus make coffee f0r "pek gong gong". XDD
Hees hees~ smell niice. feel liike driinkiin.
But ii g0t a bad habiit~ (driink coffee wiill wan 2 sleep 1) =XX
Lols. 0kiies gonna stop here already~ XDD
Buaiis~!!
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Jes_Jes
0441pm
O.o hao b0riin ahhx~!!
HALO EVERYBODY~!! IISHX BLOGGIING TIIME~!!
Hahas~ 2dae same thiing ii have to work norhs.
Lols. tiis few dae start eatiin wiif moii workiin fren.
Den of cos gossiip bout work. =.=!!
Boss wiife come sure make thiing a mess 1. Lols.
Lols. ii dun wana gossiip here liiaos. cos too much.
Although ii haben even w0rk f0r 1 month iin tiis place.
Kekes. Work l0ad stiill al0t al0t~!!.. Siians ahhx~!!
Luckiily iishx offiice hour. iif not ii diie liiaos.
XDD n0w g0t e S.T.U piid de H1N1 viirus ahhx.
Den mus wear mask @ work. siians.
S'pore g0t a new case recently liiaos.
Den mus help patiient measure temp iif they got fever.
Stiill mus riite form iif hiigh fever.
Verii mafan norhs. =.=!!
Every year always g0t tiis kiinda 0f viirus.
=P lata stiill mus help out @ hmx.
Lols. Jus n0w Er k0r fren ah chriis come moii hse.
He buy alot of liights here. =.=!!
Den keep on make moii hse bo electriic.
Keep on triip e electiic norhs. Lols.
Den ii diisturb hiim. "So0 0ld liiaos stiill keep on play on electriic."
He keep on laugh n laugh norhs.
make moii iinternet keep on dc. =.=!!
now he go hmx liiaos. but...
lata he comiin agaiin~
hahas. nehber see a guy ahhx become daddiie already
stiill liike a kiid 1 nehs. qii shii wo lers.
Jus jokiin~!! hahas.
2moro gonna work agaiin. Lols.
Dunno when den can take pay ahhx~!!
E boss oso bo sae 1. =.=!!
G0iin noo money liiaos oo.
Ha0 lers. stop here 1st. Buaiis~
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Jes_Jes
0824pm
Hey~! iishx mii agaiin~
2dae iishx moii off dae! hahas.
But.. stiill 0nlii can stay @ hmx.
Cos 2dae iishx Chiinese calender de "Chu Yii".
=.=! so0 2dae shall got alot pple come moii hse.
haf 2 stay @ hmx n help out.
Hao tiired oo. Dunno y e sun so0 hot ii wiill feel verii sleeply.
m ii human 0r vampiire?.. kekes.
Every1 stiill sleepiin. so0 boriin~
& e hse iishx so0 quiiet n0w. XD
Jus play ha0 m0ii "w0rd search".
hees hees~! Fiind dao soo headache liiaos.
wanted to take a nap.
But already 4plus liiaos. >.>!
Hmms~.. always mus stay @ hmx verii siians ahhx~!!
ii thiink ii contiinue moii "Bleach" liiaos. siians~
Buaiis~!!
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Jes_Jes
0416pm
WHO SAE II PON W0RK NEHS?..
Lols ii so0 guaiis de n0rhs.
iishx MC n0t pon. XD
Aiiy0s. ii lazy update o0. c0s got nothiin speciial nehs.
Ahahahahahs. =D
Ha0 bahx. Let mii tell uu wat happen tiis few dae.
... C ii rmb an0t ahhx~~
ehh. err. ahhx. eex. hmms.
Let start fr0m ytd. 15th may 09.
ii GOT GO WORK OKIIES?..
hahas. den c0me back fr0m work iishx about 520pm liiaos.
N0body @ Hmx oo.
Den (ii wan n0body n0b0dy but you)....
kekes. den n0t long m0ii k0r c0me back liia0s.
Uu wana n0e whiich 1?.. Jiiu shii .... Larry Wellness.
Lols. Den he start t0 prepare everythiing n waiit for pple to come.
thought 0nlii Er k0r fren but who noes e shawn black mummiie oso g0t come.
s0memore she briing al0t pple c0me.
-Faiinted.
2dae she c0meiin agaiin n0rhs.
Lols. ii thiink she liike m0ii hse al0t.
XDD jus~ jokiin!!
Den g0t PEH GONG GONG & DUA YA PEH.
Hmms ii cann0t tahan so0 ii sleep @ 11pm liia0s.
2dae (16th may 09) ii c0me back fr0m w0rk liia0s lo.
Da K0r, Caiis and "Xiia0 h0ng" go0 m0ii w0rk place n fetch mii h0me n0rhs.
Den we go0 eat LJS. hahas.
Co0l mahs?.. Wat else UU 2 wana noe?.. (should noe e 2 iishx who liiaos bahx?)
n n0w ii m d0iin n0thiin liiaos. so0 ii wana sleep already~!!
Update agaiin wen ii free!! Buaiis~
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Jes_Jes
0324pm
Hao tiired ahhx~!!!
Fiinally found da0 job liiaos.
2dae iishx m0ii 2nd dae 0f work.
Hmmx moii leg cannot tahan stand long siia.
Thiink too long nehber stand liiaos.
Mus xii guan 4 a few more week den can.
>.> ha0 keliians ahhx.
But g0t job beta den no0 job bahx.
Really cannot dun w0rk siia.
no0 m0ney so0 hard.
ii feels liike w0rkiin partiime to0 o0.
c0s really iin need 0f money liia0s.
Siians n0rhs. =.=!!
But ii scare ii cannot cope nehs.
Cos ii so0 weak s0mem0re now g0t piig flu~!!
Arrgghh~!! Sucks man.
On sat miidniite we kana caught iin e raiin 4 bout 45miin norhs.
=.=!! so0 biig raiin.
Sadded man. s0mem0re so0 dame cold.
Thiink gonna siick liiaos sooner 0r lata niia.
Lols. ha0 lers gonna stop here 1st. m0ii back achiin liiaos.
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Jes_Jes
0608pm
^.^ 2Dae ii went for an iinterviiew @ 8pm.
meetiin a lady at hougang green shoppiin mall.
@ 1st ii really dunno wher iishx tiis place oo.
although already stay @ tiis area for bout 1 yr liiaos.
Z.Z Lols. so0 no0 face. hahas.
But luckiily ii clever go search on web den noe how 2 go liiaos.
XDD iinterviiew untiil 855pm den can go hmx.
Tat lady yuan laii iishx e d0c de wiife.
hahahs. So0 many thiings she can tok to mii man.
Friiendly de bahx. hope ii can get iinto tiis job so0 tat ii wun need
go0 thru agent. siians norhs e agent oso nehber get back to mii.
ii dunno wana riite wat liiaos. nextiime den update
iif ii wan to. buaiis~~~~~~~~
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Jes_Jes
1138pm
On Moii mummiie bdae~!
Hahas. On Thur 23.04.09 ii went for iinterviiew wiif xiia0weii. XD
Moii sec sch classmate. Early iin the morniin wake ups liiaos.
ii thiink she 8am called mii to wake ups.
So0 sleeply~ After she called ii went back n sleep agaiin.
But moii 2nd bro called mii wake ups. >.>
Lols. so0 ii wake ups liiaos ii do moii thiings.
Prepare..... about 9am ii den go out from moii hse to take mrt to
Orchard. Lols. Moii iinterviiew iishx on 10am.
After iinterviiew we 2 got nothiing to do but alot of tokiin~ Lols.
Walk tiill bout 3pm ii get another call from an agent.
He ask mii to go for a iinterviiew agaiin.
So0 on tat dae iitself ii went for 2 iinterviiew. XD
But....... No0 called tiill now yet oo. =(
So0 bored at hmx liiaos. Slack oso slack verii long already.
Lols. @ about 5pm we went hmx liiaos cos really verii tiired. XD
ii reach hmx bout 5+pm 6pm. Moii mummiie n daddiie off dae.
Lols. wanted to ask dem go eat but ii really verii tiired.
So0 ii went to moii rm n sleep.
8pm moii mummiie cook hao lers den we eat 2gather. XD
Dunno y e whole dae ii m feeliin tiired. hahas.
N0w ii m wriitiin bout ytd. (25.04.09) Sat.
Hees. Joanne n XiiaoXiin came to moii hse c0s g0t thiings to do.
But ii m watchiin e
So0 ii nehber entertaiin dem. Lols.
Joanne keep askiin mii dun watch dun watch.
But hors verii niice nehs. kekes.
@ about 6pm e 4 of us went d0wnstaiir t0 eat c0s j0anne n Xiia0Xiin hungry liia0s.
Eat tiill 6+pm bahx ii thiink we c0me back hmx.
Xiia0Xiin n Biie go0 d0wn n buy thiings agaiin.
Den left mii n Joanne @ hmx.
Suddenly got pple come n knock on e door.
Lols. we haf to entertaiin dem oo.
cos all moii bro fren n moii mummiie fren.
But ii keep watchiin moii show iin moii rm niia. Lols.
After tat bout miid-niight 3am bahx we went to loyang dua pek gong there n pray.
Lols. 4am den come back hmx. reach downstaiir we go eat agaiin. XD
Den all come back help pack ups n den bathe.
Kekes. Bathe hao liiaos we watch moviie on QVOD player.
Wahs sehs e Xiia0Xiin iintr0 e show really wan t0 sleep man. =XX
Lols. so0 bored iin e 1st part. all cannot tahan already den sae close n sleep liiaos.
We 4 sleep on moii bed. Lols.
N iishx not e 1st tiime liiaos. hahas.
Luckiily moii bed not siingle bed iif not cannot sleep liiaos. hahas. Den
Now we r awake. Joanne n Xiia0Xiin go n help XX mama there n pray god.
Lata den c0me agaiin bahs. Biie stiill sleepiin liike a piiggy. n ii m
goiin to watch m0ii Au Xiiang Ju agaiin. Lols. Tata~~~~~
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Jes_Jes
0316pm
Moody~
ii really cannot understand wat's on ur freakiin miind liiaos.
Ns uu dun earn alot norhs. But uu waste on mc already over wat they
Gave uu. >.>
ii m jobless now. ii onlii hope uu can thiink.
ii dun wan a liife wher uu r poor den poor all e way.
ii dun wan waste all e hardwork money jus 4 ur mc.
Mc liiaos den wat uu do?..
At Hm play games?.. can uu really thiink?..
Uu can dun thiink bout mii but can uu jus thiink of ur liife?..
Uu cannot contiinue liike tat untiil uu old bahx?..
Suddenly feels liike soo hopeless.
From e dae uu come out from DB all thiing come back to e same liike tat.
All uu noe iishx play games den dun wana go camp.
ii always sae uu den uu sure got ur excuses to sae back.
ii m not riich. ii need to support moiiself cos ii dun take money
from moii parents.
Uu onlii get 400 back + moii pay ii have to support 2 of us iishx really
verii heavy. but ii nehber sae 1 words out b4.
Jus hope uu can thiink urself. iisn't iit not faiir to mii?..
iif uu dun change e way uu r doiin now.
ii dunno whiich dae ii wiill giif up.
ii cannot tahan e stress liiaos.
n ii not liike uu. uu can liive even uu dun haf money.
But ii cannot. cos ii haf 2 support e hse too.
ii really dunno wat to sae liiaos.
moii liimiit already reach liiaos.
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Jes_Jes
0255pm
ii m verii tiired but ii haben get t0 sleep.
need t0 get m0ii bf wake upx 1st den iishx moii turn to sleep.
*Yawns*
Jus n0w get to watch "Aii Jiiu Zaii Yii Qii" the 10th esp lers.
So0 t0uchiin~ =( makes mii drop m0ii tears.
But mus waiit 4 e 11th esp to c0me on Sundae.
Haiis~! Suddenly feeliin weiird after watchiin e show.
ii haben found m0ii job yet.
Really headache liia0s.
So0 stress. ii nehber iimagiine b4 grow 0lder earn money de stress
iishx liike tat de. ii cann0t relax m0iiself d0wn even 1 sec although
ii n0w not w0rkiin.
No0 job stress g0t job oso stress.
H0w to get riid 0f e stress?.. =.=!
ii really dun liike stayiin @ home everydae.
But wher can ii go?..
s'pore iishx a niice place to born iin but really a full of stress ciity.
ii gtg n call hiim wake up lers iif not
he goiin late for work liiaos.
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Jes_Jes
0603am
O.o haloo~!! S0rii f0r not updatiin 4 so0 long.
Had been bz doiin somethiing.
N0w h0w do0 ii start?..
Hmmx. ii had already resiigned m0ii j0b a few weeks ag0.
XDD free so0 relax n0w.
But stiill jobless.
Sadded. =( Anyone g0t iintro 0f job pls let mii n0e. thanks!
Den had been helpiin out m0ii biig br0 ab0ut g0d thiings.
Hmmx n ii had been meetiin m0ii 8yrs sec school mate Joanne for e pass few months to0. almost everydae we meet. Lols. abiit crazy~
Kekes. We r to0 slack ii thiink.
She nehber work ii nehber work.
Faiinted~!! lols.
Do0 tiis n tat e tiime really pass verii fast.
She went oversea already. Lols.
But comiin back 0n Sat miidniite.
Lols. Verii long nehber had e 4 0f us gatheriin huh?..
XDD Miiss ya all lots wors.
Den ehhs ahhs ohhs.
Hmmx wat to riite nehs?..
oh ya ii wana complaiins about m0ii bf ahhx.
Dunno wat he thiinkiin always MC!!
Roar~!! Always maii go0 camp.
Sii beii angry. X.X
H0w den he can change to a better man~?
Diiaos. Scold hiim oso not scare.
Nagg he oso dun care,
S0metiime really feels liike beatiin hiim~!!
Z.z Tok to hiim liike tokiin t0 walls liike tat ehhs.
=.= really g0t no0 strenght for hiim.
Pray hard h0pe he wiill change for better.
W0 den miing zhe me ku mehs?..
Lols. Jokiin~XDD
N0w ii can hear 2 piiggy snoriin dame loud man. zzz.
Lols. 1 iishx m0ii biigbro 1 iishx hiis fren.
ROFL~!! Shhh~!! Luckiily they wun get to see moii bloggs.
XDD Wahhs sehss 4:15am liiaos. so0 late lers. ii thiink ii need
to go to sleep oso lers.
although dun need work but ii cannot stay late oso.
thiink old liiaos. tiime up mus sleep liiaos.
kekes. Good e Niites lers. update iif ii got tiime 0r maybe got anythiin
funnii happen ii wiill update.
oopss~!! mus remiind mii put back moii songs o.o. Buaiis~!!
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Jes_Jes
0418am
halo every1. iishx mii agaiin.
hmmx~ so0 l0ng b0 update blogs lers. XD
2dae ii jus go0 siim liim. hahas.
brought back a new speaker 4 m0ii labby.
& 0s0 a r0uter. hahas. dun need waiit 4 iinternet iif m0ii br0 usiin liia0s.
kekes. co0l man. XD
0s0 br0ught a 4G mem0ry card 4 m0ii psp.
Muahahas.
G0iing chalet 0n 13, 14 & 15 feb.
>.> c0ol man. but need dl bleach 4 psp den an take go there see.
ii m so0 dame b0red mus go0 eat diinner liia0s.
Cya.
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Jes_Jes
0745pm
